We are getting month off in Summer for what is being called ‘R & R’. First two weeks I am going home to be visiting Mama and sisters. But last two weeks team is spending on special private beach together.
Are not having choice to do this, but is still very nice.
Am looking forward to leetle Scout getting freckles. He is getting them whenever he is in sun for long time, without respawning. Is cute.
Da. Is ritual that some members of team are having.
Usually is only being done when wanting to continue winning streak or break out of losing one.
Do not know if it is really bringing luck, but I am not minding that they are doing this. If team thinks they are having luck on their side, they will be having more confidence so we will be winning more.
Is simple, really. Am lifting weights, exercising, eating well. Medic is helping to keep entire team healthy as well.
Body is much like gun or other machine. Is needing to be taken care of right way to be running well. Very simple things are adding up to a lot.
But will be telling you secret. Sexiest thing you can be having is confidence.
Ask Box Closed and Other things
I’m going to answer the questions I have left in my ask box, post the things I have in the drafts, then most likely I’ll shut down this blog.
I’ve been thinking about shutting down these ask blogs for a while now though. It has nothing to do with losing followers/annoyed messages over this not being a Heavy/Medic blog. Nor is it about people who apparently think “*vomits everywhere*” is an appropriate way to express their dislike of someone, especially when they don’t have any real clue as to who it is running this blog. (And for the record, I’m the only one making pictures and replying, but I have other people I asked for input. Including what pairing this blog was going to be. So I don’t feel I can take total credit for everything on this blog, others contributed ideas too.)
The timing is just coincidental, because I thought after I revealed the pairing I would feel a load off my chest (because despite having it as a plan for relationship questions, I never wanted it to be that much of a focus nor did I think I’d get so many) but I don’t.
I just haven’t been seeming to enjoy the fandom as much since I’ve been running these blogs. I enjoyed running this for a while but I lost the passion quickly. I don’t have as much fun in Gmod since then either because it feels like a chore. Not because of anyone asking questions, but just because I have something I know I should be doing, which keeps me from really enjoying other things I’m doing when I still have things to reply to. I just want to do what I can to enjoy the fandom and gmod again because I don’t consider it dead. I think I just like being a more causal contributor/observer better. Even this not very popular ask blog is a bit too much activity for me. It makes the fandom feel like a job not a hobby I enjoy.
If I ever feel like starting up this blog again, I will. If I really enjoy making responses for the last few messages in my ask, I might not even shut it down. I’m not gonna set anything in stone. I could just take a break for a while and feel like coming back and then not update on a regular basis like most askblogs do. Maybe then I won’t feel so bleh about running them… But I don’t want to get anyones hopes up.
Thanks to everyone who stuck with this blog. I’ve had a lot of fun and running an ask blog was something I wanted to experience. I wish I had enjoyed it as much as I did in the beginning for longer than I did, but I really did have fun.
Anyway that means expect more posts this week or so. I don’t want to drag it out long even though I have enough finished replies and questions to do that.
Heavy! Horses are not medics! Medics are medics! *medic rage face*
Was… never thinking that Medics and horses were being same things?
Is fancy doktor feeling okay? Maybe should be checking in with other doktor just for being safe.
Of course! Is always good to be spending time with teammates and discussing guns.
Will be making us stronger team on battlefield for killing tiny baby BLUs!
This whole "special someone" just took a really weird turn.
Do not know why you are thinking this is being ‘weird turn’. Leetle Scout is only man on team I have been having this kind of relationship with. Has been like this for long time. Is no ‘turn’.
Am guessing it is being that there is age difference. Am knowing that some people are thinking that he is still being teenager. Is very funny to me, that leetle people are thinking that RED would be hiring babies to fight.
Can be assuring you he is grown man.
Guessing cat is out of bag now. But is alright. Is not big secret. Was to be telling soon anyway, since am always being asked about special someone.
Am actually surprised was taking so long for someone to be guessing. Did not think I was being that vague. Just enough to be keeping secret from leetle people asking questions if he was wanting to.
But no, are not getting sandvich. Relationship was not guessing game with prize.
(Update will be a little late)
(I noticed a mistake in todays post (In the pose) and I woke up sick, so I have to take care of myself first, then fix that. Sorry)